Wednesday, March 10, 2010

A Closure

Shes been looking for him all these years. They were together for a few years when suddenly he just left without saying anything. Broken hearted, she had no choice but to move on with her life. She went on to meet other people but theres still someone and something that she s missing. She s not sure whether she still loved him or not but he had never left her mind and her thoughts.

Every now and then she she'd google his name with a hope that she might stumble into something about him. She was looking for him wanting to find him to seek something but she did not know what it was .. until one day when the search of his name in FB had prompted her to send him a message. She sees that hes now married to a beautiful woman and they even have a sweet little daughter. She could feel that she was actually .... happy for him.

After all the customary hellos and how-have-you-beens between them , he one day told her how sorry he was that he left her. He didnt mean to hurt her but it was something he had to do and he had no gut to tell her at that time.

She was suddenly reminded of the old pain, no shes not hurt anymore, she was already with someone else and she is happy now. She told him she forgave him and that she was happy for him. He wished her well and he too was glad that shes happy.

And now she knows ... what was it that she s been looking for from him all these years .

She just wanted to find out why he left her

She wanted him to say hes sorry

She wanted him to acknowledge the mistake he had done

He didnt explain everything to her but it was suffice that he did apologize to her

There was no more messages between them ever since

She understands now that all that she needed and wanted all these while was a "proper closure".


Because when you say Hello to someone you meet, it would be proper to say Goodbye when you want to leave.

:-)

5 comments:

aliza.tajudin said...

People make mistakes. Sometimes its terrible one.

Ayu said...

Alamak...sedih la pulak..ni kisah benar ke ..kisah alam fantasi ni?

Anonymous said...

you wish men would just be polite enough to say a proper goodbye...sometimes you just have to find closure by yourself...

Ms. Saranghae said...

Forgive and forget ... that's what it should happen (but it ain't easy)...either man or woman, it doesn't matter...

It hurts when he went away without saying any goodbye, and it even hurt more, when he left and missing in action, no trace at all....forever and ever..

but life must goes on...

a.n.i.Q.u.e said...

aliza: we all make different kind of mistakes ... it differs from one to another ....

ayu : dats life kan ...

anon: you are right .. haha men are bad in saying goodbye .. have you watched/read "he s just not into you" ... that's MEN !

hi there Love :: all the way from KK. Life is like dat lah .. whatever happened to us are all lessons in life .. we walk and run and stumble in life ... but we never stop .. we just go on and on and on picking every pieces of all those lessons and may be pass them on to the next generation .. mak aii deep lah pulak ..

:-)