Commitment... hmmm... I don't like to be committed because I believe I'm quite a free-spirit kind of person. Not really wanting to be tied to plans and rituals. I want to be free to be able to do whatever I want to do and whenever I want to, well, to certain extent of course. I guess thats why I am still single to this day, because HE knows I'm not quite ready yet.
But this new commitment I'm about to make really tie me up ! big time !. Even though I'm not sure when will I ever be able to go and work in Jakarta, backpack all around Europe for three months, laze around Cebu for a few weeks, learn how to surf in Bondi ..... but knowing the fact that I am not attached and free is sufficient to make me smile and continue dreaming.
But on the other hand, I should be grateful, Alhamdulillah, because HE is giving me what I asked for. The ones I get are those I really asked from HIM, and yeahhh.. I never really asked to work in Jakarta ! I guess I should start praying for the backpack through Europe ! Who knows , this one might go to my Wish List in HIS book.
** Saya mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengingatkan diri saya dan juga pembaca blog saya yang lima orang itu untuk kita sama-sama terus bersyukur atas apa saja pemberianNYA yang kita terima. Cara kita menzahirkan syukur itu ... terpulanglah pada diri masing-masing. Dengan hanya bersyukur DIA telah berjanji untuk menambah lebih-lebih lagi.....
"If ye are grateful, I will add more (favours) unto you;
but if ye show ingratitude, truly My punishment is terrible indeed."
Surah Ibrahim : 7